Sarah Joy Oh So Sorry! - My E-mails are flooded, and after reading tons and tons of E-mails, I have determined that I owe everyone on voy-zone an appology! I didn't realize that I was boring people with my private problems. Albeit there were a few people here and there that actually heard my desperate sobs, I came to the conclusion (with help) that it's truly not cool for me to make complaints about Mr. Wonderful on here notably when my purpose being here is to entertain a smallish audience. I got so many people telling me to shut up, increase in size up, and even to stop posting if all I was going to do was make complaints. At very first I thought "wow!" But eventually realized that I was just being a baby, and feeble. Anyhow, with that said, I'll make this brief. I have determined to leave my bf. He just isn't worth my time. This last weekend, I told him never to call me again. I told him to stop all E-mails, text messaging, post cards from Italy. I'm sure he won't stop all these things right away, but hopefully after he knows about what I've been up to, and the site...he will. It's sad, I still perceive bad about telling him, but in a sick way - can't wait to see his shocked response. Thanks to everyone that wrote me with your concern, and excellent advice! See you next week!